Episode 3: Hope he enjoyed his pancakes

[Leanna]

I just realized I never made this oOps

[Leanna]

I'm so nervous about the challenge. If there's one thing I'm completely trash at it's cups. I have really bad anxiety which causes my hands to shake a lot. I wish this was actual endurance where it wasn't like balancing, liking holding a CD over your head or something.

But anyways, this morning I called with Ethan and we looked into CASE #3 a lot but to no avail. I really don't know what more to try at this point. I have all the information and my allies have collectively guessed 5 times :// I think I'm gonna try the trio tonight just in case but other than that I'm pretty much at a loss.

I also called Zaid and he told me he hasn't talked to Marissa in a while so I'm def gonna try to swoop in and claim her. I really want her to stay but I also don't want anyone here voted out so that really sucks ass.

I feel like I have the pull to flip some shit here but I don't think it's a good idea. I feel like I'm in an okay spot, I just have to secure not getting idoled out (if we lose) or being good with everyone if we swap.

I've been doin super well in my practice rounds but that's obviously different than what's gonna happen when we actually start the challenge.

[Leanna]

I'm shocked that I wasn't the first to drop and tbh like 3 minutes may not be bad comparatively, I feel like other people could have dropped in 30 seconds :0 

Prayer circle for Marissa, she CAN'T GO HOME :,((

[Leanna]

I don't even wanna do a confessional because I'm so sad and mad at the same time. Carson was literally so rude to me last night, I lost basically all respect for him as a friend and ally. He could have very easily recovered from what he did, but instead he continued to rub it in and get defensive about something i NeVeR sAiD.................... like bruh grow the fuck up, and treat your "friends" that you "love so much" with some motherf**king RESPECT Jesus. I would never go around being like haha "what a loser you have no life" and then continue to defend it instead of apologizing.

Since my allies are idiots they refuse to vote him out...... LIKE THIS IS NOT A GOOD ALLY!!!! why would you keep someone here who doesn't have to common decency to call their allies when there's a tribal! i don't even think i'm being irrational, if this is how he acts when we ask him for the BARE MINIMUM then we can't expect him to be a good ally. I have no desire to put all the work in for him bc he's to busy running around unmasked in public with his friends.

Hope he enjoyed his pancakes and that they were worth losing the trust of his two closest allies <3

[Leanna]

GII - Game Improvement Index Ep. 3

Listening - 4 TBH i feel like i was good at this except my first call right after the "incident"
Thinking before speaking - 3 I just realized I had these words flipped LOL but i was average idk
Keeping information to myself - 3 Average idk
Separating personal from game - 2 ...... for obvious reasons

[Leanna]

I'm out but never posted this :,)))