Post by Ethan on Nov 22, 2020 23:56:24 GMT
I was blindsided that Leanna was going home. Leanna and I both voted for Marissa and Marissa, Zaid, and Carson voted for Leanna which was decided an hour before tribal.
I actually am not even mad that happened. I'm a little sad and feel kind of empty, but I also feel a sense of relief. I knew I was way too close with Leanna, but I didn't fully realize that Carson felt like he was on the bottom of our 3 way alliance and Zaid was on the bottom of our 4 way alliance. I don't want them to feel like they were on the bottom. Leanna did orchestrate the majority of these alliances and I liked the feeling of a sense of security with these friends, but it was prevalent that others did not feel as secure as me.
Both Zaid and Carson told me that they don't feel different about me in any way and were uncomfortable with Leanna which I totally get. This also opened a door to an alliance with Marissa because we were able to both clear the air and start talking strategy which we weren't able to do this whole game. I truly feel better about Leanna going home, but I am sad since she was the main person I talked to and gossiped with.
I hope I at least have one of my tribe members on a tribe swap because I really do want to continue befriending them and getting to know them more.
This tribe is an absolute dumpster fire.
I actually am not even mad that happened. I'm a little sad and feel kind of empty, but I also feel a sense of relief. I knew I was way too close with Leanna, but I didn't fully realize that Carson felt like he was on the bottom of our 3 way alliance and Zaid was on the bottom of our 4 way alliance. I don't want them to feel like they were on the bottom. Leanna did orchestrate the majority of these alliances and I liked the feeling of a sense of security with these friends, but it was prevalent that others did not feel as secure as me.
Both Zaid and Carson told me that they don't feel different about me in any way and were uncomfortable with Leanna which I totally get. This also opened a door to an alliance with Marissa because we were able to both clear the air and start talking strategy which we weren't able to do this whole game. I truly feel better about Leanna going home, but I am sad since she was the main person I talked to and gossiped with.
I hope I at least have one of my tribe members on a tribe swap because I really do want to continue befriending them and getting to know them more.
This tribe is an absolute dumpster fire.