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Post by Carson on Dec 4, 2020 3:20:15 GMT
YOUR LOCAL FAVE-SLAYER HAS MADE THE MERGE PERIODTTTTT. THAT’S ON RECOVERY! NEVER GIVE UP!!!! YOU CANT GET RID OF ME BITCHHHHH *knock on wood*
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Post by Carson on Dec 6, 2020 17:46:08 GMT
BIG ASS MERGE CONF INCOMING IN 3! 2! 1! BLAST OFF!!!!!
Making it to the merge was my goal for this game, as it’s my first ORG on this platform, and honestly I’m just so elated to have gotten to this point. This game has taken so much out of me, but it has also kept me busy in the best of ways. I’ve dealt with quite a lot of shit throughout this season but yet here I am, present as ever. There were times where I asked myself if playing was worth it, because it can be extremely stressful experiencing all of the lies and deceit that occur on a daily basis, but that’s Survivor, baby! As I’ve said so many times prior, I chose to put myself in this environment, and I am in it for the long haul!
There’s so much to speak on in regards to this tribe that I don’t even know where to begin, I’m sure I’ll cover more when I film my video confessional. Right now, I don’t think I’m in the best position, but I also don’t think I’ll be the first one out unless something totally wild happens. I’m okay with that because being at the top of a merged tribe so early on is dangerous and threatening, and I do still think a slow and steady approach wins the race. This tribe consists of a very active bunch, which is to be expected, so I’ve been calling and chatting with people left and right, but I think this is the standard for everyone, so I’m not under the impression that I’m overdoing it.
The easiest way I can explain the dynamics of this tribe from my POV is that it’s (Roy + Louise + Danielle) working with (Zaid + Carson), and then I would like to hope Marissa would join in on that action and make it a solid 6 person group. That majority alliance concerns me greatly though just because it’s 4 Harrows and 2 Ealings (in regards to swapped tribes), which might make Louise/Marissa not want to do that for the whole game. Also, Marissa was involved in the Casey blindside, so that probably makes Louise wary to work with her. I know Roy, Danielle, and Louise are a super tight trio, so at some point they’re going to need to be broken up, but for now, that’s not important because I just need to get out of this early merge phase before thinking about making a big move like that. Also, Brenden is involved in a 5 person group with all of the previous Harrow 2.0s, so that would be (Carson/Zaid/Roy/Danielle/Brenden) but I don’t really trust Brenden because I think he lied about his position in the OG Bexley tribe and he could very well take what our alliance says and use it against us. It’s a tricky thing to predict because he could very well be loyal but he also told me if Dusty won immunity at F12, he was worried it’d be him who goes.
I’M BEING SO GAMEBOTTY AND WHAT ABOUT IT xx
On the other side of the tribe, you have Abby/Juju/Lee/Brenden. The OG Bexley’s. In my opinion Lee is an amazing choice for merge boot because not only is he not on my side but he also has a history of being really chaotic and aggressive with his approach to strategy. Like I thought I was bad when I accidentally messaged something to the tribe chat on Ealing 1.0, but homeboy did it on PURPOSEEEE and started public fights with multiple tribe members. WTF? Also I heard he’s bringing personal stuff into the game like how “Casey’s job isn’t real” (total BS!!!) or how Louise’s texting style makes her childish and not an adult? Apparently he also heavily looks at past games and memorizes stats…. That’s scary to me because what if he thinks I’m lying about my history with ORGs??? I want him gone immediately. Sorry not sorry. Zaid told me he knows Lee and they were Facebook friends prior to the game starting too. I guess Lee is involved in the ATF Podcast world, so maybe he gets his snarkiness from Corinne. But none of this even matters anyway, because Lee has immunity, so scratch that plan.
Juju and I called for like 2 hours and I really like his vibes, but I also don’t know how to fit him into my game right now. I’m in a pretty solid alliance, and I don’t want to blow that up too early, that would just be asinine gameplay. So for now, he’s just going to have to be burned and that’s that. Last night, I was on call for 4 hours straight, and progressively the call got bigger. It was like one of those russian dolls with all of the layers. First the call with just me/zaid/roy/danielle (in our core 4 chat), then it was me/zaid/roy/danielle/louise (in our IDKWHATTOCALLTHIS chat), then it was me/zaid/roy/danielle/louise/marissa (in our squad chat). Talk about a lot of calling!!! We discussed many things about the vote, and I think what we landed on is telling the greens we want to go for Abby, but then voting someone else, like, say, Brenden for example. Sneaky sneaky!
It’s tricky because right now people kind of view the game as OG Yellow versus OG Green, with purple in the middle, and I’m like… inch resting. I love all this power but being a swing is such a dangerous position because you piss people off no matter what you do, so I honestly feel nervous about it. But regardless, can’t believe I’m here at the merge, I am so elated to be competing!!!!!
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Post by Carson on Dec 7, 2020 0:29:44 GMT
Happy late birthday, Olivia! Juju told me to say that LOL
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Post by Carson on Dec 7, 2020 1:43:48 GMT
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Post by Steph on Dec 7, 2020 14:34:52 GMT
Love and hugs back!
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Post by Olivia on Dec 8, 2020 16:41:00 GMT
Happy late birthday, Olivia! Juju told me to say that LOL omg thank you so much carson ILY <3
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