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Post by Carson on Dec 16, 2020 6:54:50 GMT
Stream it <3
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Post by Carson on Dec 17, 2020 22:54:26 GMT
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Post by Carson on Dec 18, 2020 0:05:15 GMT
NOT LOUISE BEING IN THE DETECTIVE'S LOUNGE-
WHATTTTT
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Post by Carson on Dec 19, 2020 23:44:25 GMT
It seems fourth is as far as I’ll be going this season. I’m honestly okay with being the final juror. I have given so much to this game, and I just think it’s important at this point that I leave on a positive note. I understand I wasn’t the most likable person here in CONQUEST, and everyone is completely valid in feeling how they want about my gameplay/myself as a person. But I just hope in some crazy way that I was able to inspire someone or ANYONE to feel like making mistakes is fine. People in ORGs try so hard to be perfect. They try to act like they always know what’s going on. And sometimes that’s the case...however, this creates a false and damaging narrative that fucking up is bad. It’s fine to do something wrong (accidentally, of course) as long as you learn from that error and grow from it. What I’m taking away from playing here in London is that I’m a flawed individual, but at the end of the day, nobody is perfect, and I know in my heart that I’m a nice guy who needs to work on thinking before speaking when it comes to the game. <3 I realize I was a rather annoying player, but someone had to be the messy bitch of the season, and I guess that was my role. As I’ve said many times before.... it’s all love though.
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